realization…
If not because of my past relationship, I wouldn’t have a great present one. So, thank you for becoming my training ground. ;)
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Welcome to my comfort zone!!! This is the site where I see light during my darkest hours, hope when I'm in despair and joy when I am sad. There's a lot more to life here to learn and enjoy.
You'll found in this page all my likes, dislikes, my learnings, quotes that touched me most and eventually you'll see the real me here.
I am a very difficult person but I'm friendly, very negative thinker, but not anymore. I am tired of worrying so I stopped eventually. Maybe it's how I'm raised, I grew up with less attention from my parents, It's always been siblings first but not me. When it comes to me it's always been 2nd best but I don't care about it now. It's past and I learned to live with it already. All I did was not enough so all my life I spend proving myself that I'm good. Well someday somehow hope they will recognize my efforts. I feel that for them all I'm doing is wrong, that I am a disappointment. But what can I do? I am just being me and no one can change that. Maybe I am the black sheep of the family though. :p If that's how they see me, be it! They just never saw it but I had sacrificed a lot for them cause I love them, I really do. For the record I never wished to belong to another family but them. They are the best, maybe the problem is with me. I find it hard to fit in. However, glad I found the best thing that happened to me, my TATA. He is my security blanket. All insecurities faded when he came into my life. He gave me all the attention that I needed and all the understanding and love was showered upon me. yey! Now who can blame me why I cannot stop loving him? He gave me all the emotional support that I needed that no one has ever given me. I love him more for just always being there to listen and take care of me in every way he can. For me he is an angel sent by God for me to love and cherish. He is a blessing to be thankful for and an inspiration to continue living life to the fullest. Don't know what I'd be like now if his not here. His just my everything and I'd be damned if I lost him.
